and I got it but I didn't so today my favorite person on this earth my mom was sent.
In my ears, through my ears were the words it's not over yet.
This morning I woke up only to see, especially to see that it wasn't over yet.
Some bad things seems like they were meant to guide me right,
Some right things seemed as if they were meant to hide me from evil's sight.
Love and fight, fight for love, do right by love and for love.
I tried to tell many about love but that was the wrong way, for what could I say, what I show would be most powerful.
This world, those people, places and things, could and has turned some angelic like people mean, cold and unlike who they really are, stay away, or stand ground while in the way.
Truth is I've battled, I even became frustrated with God a time or two.
I didn't understand, I wanted what I wanted, I feel bad because what I wanted may not have been good for me. It would have destroyed what was left of what I was holding on too.
I've been lost, blinded, in a fog, sad, angry, outraged, drugged up,
blacked out, almost dead, yeah that high, heart beating abnormally fast,
out of breath, this is it my death, next there was the sun sliding through the blinds, birds singing a favorite song of mine, my eyes and ears were active, I'm alive, my heart was beating peacefully and on top of it all I lifted up and got out of the bed quite easily.
It wasn't over yet.
I thanked God, I asked for forgiveness, he forgave me and said
"Now take advantage of your time because it's not over yet."
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