The comeback

The come back

Fear- Face everything and recover,

Or Fuck everything and run.

The fall was devastating,

 the come back was amazing,

It was special,

The hardships I've endured has been life changing, 

Heartbreaking how I turned left and began running down that road to hell.

All the while God called me saying "come back"

Sad how I was another one that floated to that pitch black place chasing dragons, only to be attacked with monkeys jumping on my back.

demons holding on to my ankles.

God still sponsored me, and the evil one still attempted to hug on to my soul.

Temptations gunning at me.

It was my passions that sustained me.

The good spirit forgave me and saved me also encouraged me, assisted me and gave me a boost when I needed it most.

Then I came back,

For along while I was an advocate for the big pay back, but all of that negative nonsense whomever want that can take that and have that.

This is for those in a hopeful and or hopeless state of mind,

For those that are on the grind, 

Or in a bind,

 for those that are thinking about giving up or feeling like they are running out of time although a day is a lifetime,

Those that are down to there last,

Hey make it count.

For those that are feeling down and out.

Look you are alive so you are not out.

You see I'm an addict like you,

A savage like you, 

Anything but normal or average like you,

I'm a human like you all, 

Today I'm bouncing back from yet another fall,

I've spent many lonely days plotting on my come back up ya'll. 

Always working, plotting and strategizing, 

Always on some other shit,

Almost quit a few times but I just couldn't bring myself to give up or give in.

So I faced my fears every minute of the day.

Had to face the madness,

Confronted by the evils all day everyday, had to show love to the hatred as hard as it was but I just had to all because you can't defeat hate with hate only love.

The comeback 

I broke through some traps,

Lived with and through a broken heart,

Survived all of the failures and may have many more to endure,

Lost many love ones,

Almost lost my mind and my soul,

My glow dimmed, days cloudy,

For a long while I was blind, but that was yesterday,

Today is the comeback,

The decision was either to get knocked down and stay down or to get back up and come back up for more and more and more.

So I've surrendered to God and trusted that my higher power would endorse and finance all of my dreams, 

A dollar and some dreams,

My motives in tact,

I've been torn down only to be built back up and then I came back up hard as ever, 

Long live the Radical forever,

You see the fall was devastating,

Then every single minute of the comeback was amazing.

The comeback